February 2010
24 posts
Boyfriend/fiance
I love him, more than the world. Don’t get me wrong. I’d give up anything for him. I practically did everything I could have. But sometimes those aren’t enough. I always thought, if u love someone, there’s always a way to rekindle the love. But there isn’t. Sometimes that chemistry just isn’t there anymore. The love we have now, is a love that can last forever, no doubt; but it’s not the...
January 2010
26 posts
tattoos - 1/24/10
it’s almost 7am, & i need to wakeup early tmrw to do a project w/ Annie, Eric& Vincent too! ugh, i just have a feeling things aren’t gonna get done, until like maybe the end of the day. it’s due monday too ]; fml, i NEED it to be done too. due fucking monday& now we’re gonna do it. less than 24hrs too. i take it back, even less than 12hrs. fuck, fuck...
boringass saturday!
wow, i fucking woke up @5pm & its like 8pm& i’m at home. i have no fucking life, whatsoever!
gonna head to Cha4Tea right now [: & play cards.
35 months. (2 years& 11 months)
today is me& my baby’s anniversary! yeeeeee; exactly one more month& were on our 3 years<3 hehe can’t wait. he was really sick today ]; well technically yesterday bcus it’s passed 12. &i think i might be sick ]; bcus i took care of him& i ate& drank the same things as him! but that’s what he gets. i get sick, so he can take care of me too [: hehehe...
43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew
aanniekaytran:
spiffyrawr:
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away. #2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside. #3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers. #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go. #7 When she starts cursing at you,...
1/19/10
it rained so hard today! but i loveee using my juicy couture umbrella<3 heheh, cept that i forgot it at my boyfs house today ]; hopefully his lil bro remembers to bring it tmrw! work is alright.. but i can’t miss even a day! i’m planning to buy my boyf this Louis Vuitton belt. It’s the LV Initiales Damier Graphite Belt! it’s blk& grey checkered. sooo too cute! i hope...
It's better to lose your pride with someone you...
howhardcanitbe:
this is so fkn true.
yepp, i always tell my boyf this. he has a lot of pride
January 18, 10
my mom cooked chicken alfredo today<3 i ain’t gonna be cocky& shit, but damnn, she makes THE BESTTT! saw baby today! god, sometimes i love him so much& sometimes i wanna stab& kill him >=] hehehe
so, i found out he wants a Versace belt. well, technically he didn’t tell me, but i kept insisting bcus our 3 year anniversary is coming up& i was going to get him a...
Hehehe it’s 1:22& I have to wakeup @6. I really don’t get enough sleep, whatsoever! But it’s okay. Staying up tonight was worth it![: I went on youtube& actually started downloading songs. Well basically, I wasn’t planning to; I wanted to download “nothing on you”& then idk how it went on& I got 24 new songs! Hehhehw finally new songs to listen...
future
i guess, eversince i got caught for ditching, i’ve been doing better. i’ve actually been going school everyday, even if i’m tired to the MAX; i don’t even think of ditching. my mom was hurt that i ditched& lied to her. i’m also not allowed to gamble anymore, but i’m so excited for chinese new year, bcus thats not really considered gambling.
well about my...
Thoughts
I’m starting to think.. If I even wanna drag it longer than it has. Things changed so much. Everyday, it’s not getting any better. Sometimes I feel as if I’m the only one in this damn relationship. I put all my thoughts& shit in blogs like this, facebook, twitter& all that. What for? He doesn’t have it or never prbly once even read it. IT’S BCUS I CAN PUT ALL...
1:53 am -_-"
It’s almost 2 am& I’m still awake! WTF ! Anyways, decided to blog, since I can’t sleep& since I haven’t been blogging. Hrmmms, boyfs out& he’s not picking up his phone.. Whatevers. Things been changing anyways. Damn, I’ve almost been with him for 3 years. Holyfuck. Met him since freshman & I’m a senior now. Wow. So many things...
lalala
i’m so happy my iPhone is fixed! i can finally put new ringtones& music<3 heehhe.& it was free! i usually pay fucking $30 to fix my phone. ugh. anyways YAY, tmrws Friday<3 what can be better. work was pretty chill today. i usually get all ughhh about it, but i guess i’m starting to get used to it. hahaha, yesterday my bestest could’ve subbed in for me, but instead i...
These have got to go!
dumatw1tch:
Selling sidekick 08 for 130$ and sidekick slide for 80$. HELP ME REBLOG GUYS (= kthx.
HELP THE MAN OUT![:
NO MORE DITCHING! >=[
So, I’m offically not going to ditch anymore! Not even one day!]; My mommy called school yesterday bcus she got a phone call 2 days in a row abt me missing class. She found out I ditched]; but luckily she’s giving me one more chance<3 thank god. Bcus if she does call my daddy, i’m prbly dead meat. Anyways, school fucking boringgggg! I hate waking up for school. It’s so tiring. & idk why...
Jan.5/10
FUCK Morongo. Lost $130 ]; FML
1st day of school since winterbreak& I didn't even...
Today was the first day of school, since winterbreak!& I didn’t even go! bestest& i decided to ditch, so i picked her up from her house then we went to Che Cali to get some breakfast. after that, dropped her off to Roaddawg’s grandma’s house. went to baby’s house& he didn’t let me in till like 20 mins later -_-” he didn’t hear his phone!...
Jan 3,10
Went to Boiling Crab& like always, it was PACKED. But this time it was way more than ever. So instead, we went to Captain Crab. It’s alright there, but I prefer BC. After that, nails then i went to HIS house. It wasn’t so great. Stayed less than 15 mins, then went home. Ehhh school& work tmrw!];
School is fine with me, but work is what I hate ! I’m planning to go...
Love is pain, pain is love.
Shit happens, and you just learn to cope with it, and move the fuck on. There...
Mountain High& Azusa Mountain
So slept over Baby’s house night before. I kept waking myself up every hour from like 4-9am seeing what time it was, so I can make sure I don’t wakeup late for mountain high. So when it was finally 9am my boyfriend decided to get ready. His brother Trua& my Roaddawg Jamie went. It was sooo fun. My baby even got me the snow pants& I’m so thankful, because without that i probably would have...
2010. newyears
Well, it’s New Years! &I’m home, wooooo right.. hahaha, well whatever, shit happens. Didn’t picture it was going to be like this, but things don’t always go your way. I really wanted to go Avalon ]; but fuck it. Mmmmkays, lets see if I even play snow tomorrow, HAH!